i am going to take this time to vent my mind br i have constantly searched my soul br i have found a hole br there is nothing to live for anymore br noticing peoples stares, i dont care br i cant even face myself in the mirror br i throw my hand up knowing i cant stand being alone anymore br being nice killed my spirits even more br the nicer i was, the pain hates me br no one knows of my saddness pleas br i dont want anyone to see br see me on my knees crying for the hundredth time br my emotions have took a toll on me br the way i am, no one understands me br no one even cares to look at me br the sad thing is that they wont notice br when im gone br not knowing my name very long br the way my life has been br i know i wont carry onbr br kendyll brownbr br