Will he remember me after so long? br Or realistically - still care to care? br Could what i think is right be utterly wrong? br But only four months more and i have to dare. br Nothing more than stupidity is this. br But another crack in my heart br Makes me think there is no Lover's Bliss. br Should i allow my soul another jumpstart? br A year has it been since he's gone. br After men so many, i do long to see. br So childish would i be if he doesnt long br For me as i realize i now do for he. br Or perhaps i have so long been alone, br I am a con to my vulerable heart so broken. br So broken - i fear it will be turned to stone. br It's song may ne'er be heard for it has gone unspoken. br Will this Angel From Afar allow me to stay? br All i wish is someone kind to talk to br With maturity above lust to sway. br This would bring much comfort that is overdue. br So, with patience as my only reliance to date, br I face fate unknown for now i must wait - must wait.