IT TOOK 2LONG 2REALIZE br br Its sad to say when I look in your pathetic face br I see you lost place in grace br but its my fault I put you there on your pedestal up so high br I knew one day we would have to say our last “goodbye” br But I didn’t know it would be so soon br now I sit outside with no company except the lonely glow of the moon br I sit and all I can think about is how I messed up so bad br You were the first love I ever had that’s why it is so sad br The problem isn’t you its me, though its something I try to hide br I put so much trust and faith in you, but you don’t care and it kills me inside br I was always there for you br And compassion in return is something you never tried to do br Why do you have to change who you are? br We can be in the same room but emotionally we are so far br Your thoughts might not be hollow br But your heart, your heart is so very shallow br Now there’s nothing I can do br I cant just force myself not to love you br But because the way you are lately br I don’t have to try my thoughts about you are put so hatefully br You cant imagine all the things that go through my mind br Enough to make a sane man senseless is what you will find br No matter how hard I try br I cant bring myself to say that last goodbyebr br Andrea Riverabr br