I can't help but contemplate br Of the mess I made br I could never calculate br 'Cause my memory tends to fade br br I have no one to blame br For my present state in life br God knows I have tried br To learn wrong from right br br For so long I attempted br To point my finger at friends br I couldn't help but notice br Three were pointing back again br br No one took my hand br That lead me to this path br Once I started the journey br There was no looking back br br I'll never be able br To admit it wasn't fun br It isn't until now br I notice the wreck I become br br It seems the day arrived br To put beers and drugs away br Take a hard look at life br Get on my knees and pray br br No will to control br My actions or my thoughts br I admit to my Supreme Being br My body and mind are lost br br I submit to Him br To do as He will br I know what I must face br It won't be a magic pill br br That's when I felt His Touch br In the center of my soul br All this time just waiting br For me to reach and take holdbr br SinJace Ramosbr br