try not 2 cry on the outside br even with the empty ties br being deprived from whats needed br trying not 2 be conceited br this hurt is eating me inside br starting 2 dissolve the outside br seeing invisible lies br tying invisible ties br holding on 2 what i have br even if its less then what i crave br almost entering a blind rage br trying not 2 open up the cage br the demon is shaking the bars br trying 2 get out and eat my scars br even though this love is strong br then y does this hurt ring like a gong br i need 2 sleep before i wake br i need 2 heal before i ache br i wish 2 touch before i see br i wish 2 be with this he br i miss the love that i may never see br and try 2 see what u see in mebr br Anastasia Rozebr br