Alone I sit, br Alone I think, br Alone I experience, br Alone I cry, br Alone I reach for the knife, br Alone I cut, br Alone I watch the blood, br Alone I feel the pain. br br Alone I sit, br Alone I think about cutting deeper, br Alone I experience my sadness, br Alone I cry my eyes out, br Alone I reach for the knife, br Alone I cut my wrists just a tiny bit deeper, br Alone I feel the pain. br br Alone I sit, br Alone I think about slicing pictures, br Alone I experience my emptiness, br Alone I cry for all I’ve lost, br Alone I reach for the knife, br Alone I cut nice drawings for all of those who want to watch, br Alone I feel the pain. br br Alone I sit, br Alone I think about finishing it all, br Alone I experience a new kind of numb feeling take over me, br Alone I cry for all that’s been and never will be again, br Alone I reach for the knife, br Alone I cut through the vein, br Alone I no longer feel the pain.