Busy trying to keep-- br My mind going... br To hide your absence... br I pick stars from-- br The sky-- br To wish upon; br However, never one br To delude myself... br I cover up with- br A heavy dose- br Of reality; br Mind you- br Its much - br Stronger- br Then mere stardust; br It will not allow... br For more than- br Just wishful- br Thinking; br For it is the br Absolute of Fate... br The root of- br Divine Providence- br That decides things; br That makes- br Or breaks- br A heart; br That makes-- br Dreams come true... br Or cancels them out- br Rather like a -- br Super Nova- br Oh so bright... br For just that long...! br And then it burns itself...