You love me br or you love me not br i love you br & that will never be forgotten br at least not by me..... br br This world is another place br my exsistance has a questionable fate br whos questioning it? ? br i am br thats something i kinda cant help..... br br What do i mean to you? ? br to any of you br it doesnt even matter br oh how i wish to see you br before i forever leave br do i have it in me? ? br to proceed? ? ..... br br I bleed...not blood br but this doubtful pain that i feel br ask me how i am br ill tell you im fine br but im lying....sometimes br i...only do so you dont worry br dont you understand? ? br but then again....who cares br im just here...holding back br these tears..... br br Cheers! ! br let us...well you celebrate br and how about counting it out br between zero and 5..... br how many of those people br truely....honestly...sincerely br mean what they tell me....i dont know br but i believe it when its said.... br is that a good thing? ? br because right now..... br im emotioanlly dead br the reason is because..... br youre never really there br so i always brace myself br for whats next to come.....