Where have I been br These years have faded br Slightly scarred and still tormented br With the thought br Of ever returning br br I used to come here often br Deleted and erased br So as to forget br Where I have been br Where I shall never return br br Where is that place br You may ask br You will see br I will not resurrect such eras br Nor will I ever let you br br I seem different I know br No finger can be placed br On such trivial things br But you sense the change br And maybe slightly envy br br And the writing has changed br Yes I can see it too br It just flows this way now br In unprecedented honesty br Yes I hate that word too br br And I've pushed off the bottom br Seems that's where I've been br This whole time sort of hiding br Not intentionally if course br It's just I've been trying br br To figure this shit out.