I am tired of praying but still I have to br My honor and my life are of value br See the glory how could I keep? br Characters die as loved ones weep br There are no secrets but what lies ahead br Loving me more but hurting me instead br The things I do now and the life I have led br Grasping for the love of the ones who are dead br Bowing my head in prayer agreeing I will try br Avoiding contact through the eye br So, that no one can recognize my fable br My emotions and reasons are unstable br I bring nothing to the table br So life would you please stop offering me your favors!br br Courtney Steelebr br