I shouldn't care that I'm a failure in the eyes of pretty much my entire family. br br I shouldn't care that I am not good enough. br br I shouldn't care that everything I wished for in life is nothing I will have. br br I shouldn't care that I will always not be good enough. br br I shouldn't care that I am but a burden in the eyes of my parents. br br I shouldn't care that that I've never been good enough. br br I shouldn't care that I have forever been not enough. br br I shouldn't care that I am the Black Sheep. br br br br And yet, I do.