i mean, how do i start writing a song about you br you're funny, you have a beautiful smile br i can't stop thinking about it br i love your laugh and your eyes and the way you don't care br br about a thing br your clothes are a mess and your hair is unkempt br but i like it and i like who you are br br the thing is, you don't notice br and the moment i realized i loved you, br you pushed me away almost like you knew br i didn't like that br it's just a crack in the break to come br br you're crazy, you know it and so do i br and you lie every time you're high br you tell so many stories i could die laughing br but i pretend i believe you, because i want to believe you br it could have been easy and you could've done me right br but you have to make me hurt first, right? br make me hurt before i realize what isn't mine br br the thing is, you don't know this br and the moment i realized you weren't mine br you became that much more to me br i didn't like that br i saw the way you watched her get high br i saw the way you watched me watch you br and i knew exactly what you were thinking br and i was embarassed and i hoped i didn't turn red br i went home and cried in my bed br br she doesn't know anything about you br or i hope she doesn't br we could have really been something br but i didn't know what you were looking for br was it me? i wasn't sure.