yes, i did have fun...the way i design it....it looks bad to some....i get the feedback....and i am really responsible! br br i am responsible for all what happened to me...bad and good...(despite i do not buy dualism) for intended unintended...all types of cross roads....comments....touch, and deep touches....whispers...and blinks of an eye. br br i am grateful....to all of you, here, there, ...., and scattered in this planet...to all of you...all the views....all the people i crossed their lives...physically and virtually.... br br the story looks easy...to digest...for me and you out there? br br my great stimulus...in life........... is br to br be a musician...... br a wizard...a lizard....a karate kid ninja without 'blood shed' br br i grow up....in a place.... br where 'blood shed' is a horrible thing..... br br when i moved over to Chambana, ((where i am right now..)) br br i thought, wow this is a cool farm place....flatness for ever... br fun for ever.....dreams for ever.....i am a new prince in ''Never ending prairies and flat lands''... br br a place where you never worry about.... br br Big mistake! br br i saw the 'bloodshed' in color, in words, in anger, in the F words, in games and fights, videos, movies and news from poor neighborhoods warfare to energy-corpo-wars, from spam, spywares to trojan horses, from google to facebook.