Barely thinking about it br those thoughts returned br after reading about it br she seems to have learned br although she already knew br about the signs of self annihilation br br She tried to put them asside br but they wont reside br they still appear every now and then br why cant her happiness come back br she tried again br to get it back...but... br she just keeps failing... br br She knows...well feels br that everyone is better off without her br they tell her its not true br but why cant she believe in you? ? br in what you say br she cant trust anymore br or even believe in herself br lately...nothing has really helped br br those thoughts...theyre still there...hiding...