It’s killing me br Being one and alone br All the words I sing br It only lasts for so long br And every time I tried br To hold my head up high br I know everyone br Points her finger at me br br Today I took a test br On growth and independence br Seems that I failed br On the lower end of five percentage br Twice in a row br I’ve been put on the spot br Gun in my hands br And a knot in my chest br I might as well run it br br Tonight you threw it out br The way that you truly see me br And I know I can’t br Put it back to the way I want it to be br But I want you to know br You have me tied up br Duct taped my mouth br And a hole in my chest br Well, it’s seems I’ve gone and done it br br Never won, never done, never comin’ back br Scream so loud, plead it out like a heart attack br Right here, right now, I think I’ll run away br Only wish you’d have come, wish you would’ve stayed br br Stay br I’d turn back time br Away br This is all I ever wanted from you br May br Take back all your love br br And all your hurt and all your pain br And with your grandfather’s live grenade br You can make me just br Run awaybr br Christopher's Deadbr br