There are no words for this br this aching, groaning, growling, moaning br feeling inside br like everything is frozen solid br by a cold winter's day br a cloudy day with no warmth to it br an icy day with no love in it br it never ends br this constant numbness br until you get frostbite, gangrene br and then your heart dies br a broken, frozen br ugly thing discovered by some poor soul br who will forever be tormented by its memory br of your heart br disfigured and hateful br spiteful and jaded br angry, jealous, crying all the time br untrusting and cynical br you'll never survive this winter of ice br this winter of cold winds br and no love br this winter of fear and 'freedom' br this winter of death and deceit br this winter of decaybr br Joanna Hamiltonbr br