Do you know what I’d give br What I got, what I’d give to go back? br Do you know that I’d give br Up my life just as easy as anything? br And we pass and your voice br Like a death grip on my heart attack br It’s so superficial br Such a f**king w***e don’t care about anything br br [Chorus] br Hate is a word that describes what this br In a hall emptied up I’m a name on a list br Of a laundry bag filled with glass I punch with my fist br I remember br When suicide was just a joke br br I believed what you said br You believed that I’d always be clean br A fresh slate of my arms br Couldn’t take the days that I hurt for you br Maybe if you weren’t so cruel br I wouldn’t ‘ve had to feel the pain br And if you weren’t so good lookin’ br Maybe I wouldn’t want to die br br [Chorus] br When suicide was just a joke [X2] br br Well everybody knows you’re the one to call br When the girls get ugly on the back of the wall br You’re a polysaccharidal leaching germ to my brain br The camera sees the one thing leaving br br Do you know what it is br To make stop dropp offs of misery? br And when I tell you I feel br Do you know that I’d really rather go? br A mixed media chart br Tracing cold hard lies of my history br Yes I scream in the night br Because of you, I’ve never felt so low br br [Chorus] br br When suicide was just a joke br (I remember) br When suicide was just a joke br (I remember) br When suicide was just a joke br [Spoken: This life was so funny] br When suicide was just a joke br [Take back your f**king things] br When suicide was just a joke br [I remember all your lies] br When suicide was just a joke br br (fade out)br br Christopher's Deadbr br