HOW SHOULD I FEEL OR HOW IS IT SUPPOSED TO BE br br WHEN I TRY TO REACT SOMETHING JUST TAKES OVER ME br br HOLDING ME br br INTENSE FORCE KEEPS PULLING ME BACK br br HOW CAN I PENETRATE YOUR HEART WITH DOUBT AS GREAT AS THAT br br OVER ANALYZING STILL VIVIDLY FANTASIZING ABOUT YOU & ME br br LOVE OH LOVE JUST TELL ME HOW COULD IT OR HOW IS IT SUPPOSED TO BE? br br LIKE ON TAP LIKE THREE SLAPS NOTHING PHYSICAL JUST A COUPLE OF SNAPS br br FOR MY POETRY br br WHY DOES EVERYTIME I TRY TO REACT SOMETHING TAKES OVER ME? br br YOUR WORDS HAVE ME MOVING SLOWLY br br IN YOUR ARMS JUST HOLD ME br br IN YOUR GRASP JUST GRIP ME br br OH YOUR CONFIDENCE JUST TRIPS ME br br OUT BEYOND MY MAGNITUDE br br I ADMIRE YOUR SPIRIT, APPRECIATE YOUR BODY, & I CAN NOT DENY YOUR ATTITUDE br br SO PERFECT JUST FLAWLESS TO ME br br YOU CAN'T MATERIALIZE GREAT THINGS WHEN YOU'RE NOT WILLING TO SEE br br BEYOND THOSE BOUNDS br br I'M SO AFRAID TO LOOK AROUND br br FOR YOU br br I DREAM ALL THE TIME BUT NOW IT IS TRUE br br HELLO HANDSOME I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOUbr br Courtney Steelebr br