I need a dose of anesthesia br for this emotion in turmoil br a pill of pain reliever br isn’t enough to kill the pain br Paracetamol or br Ibuprofen br cannot numb this feeling br It’s deep inside my heart br but a cardiologist is of no help br br I need an emotional anesthesia br this feeling br bringing me down br I don’t know where it came from br It affects every nerves br the spine br up to the gray matter br more painful than a toothache br br it troubled my appetite br it troubled my sleep br lovesick br nostalgic br anguish br inflicting br who got an anesthesia for this painbr br Champs Ulysses Cabinatanbr br