live or die? ! br pain or happiness? ! br which one do i pick? br im tired of the pain and misery br its driving me insane br i wanna say screw it all and end it br i dont know what to do! br i wanna die br though i dont wanna hurt the ones i love br gosh i hate this! br why me? ! br i just want it all to go away br if only there was someway br everything would be SO much easier br I hate my life, my heart, myself br with a bang, a slice, a rope i could but i cant br certain things make me forget br i dont know what to do! br give me pills, blades, cigs, LOVE br thats that make me forget my troubles br good or bad habits br i dont care br just give me so i can be happy br PLEASE IM BEGGING! !br br Jessica Lickliderbr br