Staring into a broken reflection br of tarnished imperfection, br marred with syringes and drugs br each pill breaks me down like a bug br reaching my limit till I collapse. br br Therapy increases thoughts of suicide, br realizing your promises were lies. br Distortion rakes my mind into falling apart br already failing, I've lost my heart, br only so much pain can be endured. br br I think I'm going insane br because dying here in shame br I have pushed away everyone I know, br and having nothing to show br I'm finally letting go.