Jealously got the best of me br partied with her friend envy br I didn’t mean to be the enemy br my intention was justified by thoughts that breed br br Insecurity shakes up my bones br Now I will not sit on the throne br Years it takes to repair thee open heart br As I squeal to the world to read br Stories of hurt and pain that angst has awaken br the eagle to fly free br Never let the emotions hold you back! br br Riddled with guilt and stubbornness is unlike me br eating pizza at midnight deemed unhealthy br crying with red wine by my side br Who was this entity inside thee br br Insecurity shakes up my bones br Now I will not sit on the throne br Years it takes to repair thee open heart br As I squeal to the world to read br Stories of hurt and pain that angst has awaken br the eagle to fly free br Never let the emotions hold you back! br br Dodging it br Gotta stop it br Weaving through the lines of disappointment br Sewing my soul to the curb of the unfinished prism br br I may of found hell for the very first time of my life br thrown from side to side like the rock of a desire br thrash it tainted love has made it’s demands br I have to fight it or there will be no end br to fix the problems one has to look beyond the grass greener on the other side br br Insecurity shakes up my bones br Now I will not sit on the throne br Years it takes to repair thee open heart br As I squeal to the world to read br Stories of hurt and pain that angst has awaken br the eagle to fly free br Never let the emotions hold you back!br br Alana Joy Baileybr br