I don't know what to write br I don't know what to say br It usually comes to me when I turn on the light br But not today  br br I don't know if I should talk about what I did yesterday  br Or talk about the way you told me you didn't want to stay  br Or maybe I should mention that you dumped me in the rudest way  br br But I don't know whats right anymore br I don't know what to live for  br br Should I turn of this light  br That lightens up my night br br Maybe I Should dropp this black pen  br That you gave me Ben  br The one that helps me write  br Even when I feel all uptight  br br Maybe I should switch my hobby  br Maybe I could go smoke in the lobby  br br But maybe I shouldn't  br What if I couldn't  br br Writings my life br I'm done with that knife br br I do what I do br Not just for you br I think of me too br br So I won't give up br I'll put down this cup br br I'll try it again br Thank you Benbr br Jennifer Alejandrabr br