When im alone i start to think, br My emotions turn crazy i want to be sick, br My whole body trembles my eyes feel sore, br The pain is horrendes i cant take no more, br br Why do you want me to hurt so bad, br Punish and slave me make me feel mad, br Love me then hate me confuse my mind, br Why are you killing this heart of mine, br br Cant you just love me give me a hug, br Make me feel wanted to smile and to trust, br I just want to be happy i thought you did too, br I feel dissapointed in this life, Both me and in you.