I don't know why I bother to try, br even though I know, br you'll never be satisfied br I'm not what you want, br I'm not what you need. br but you're twisting and turning my reality. br I'm lost in the shuffle, br buried with my troubles. br you're killing my emotions, br losing my trust, br you look at me with a sense of disgust. br this is my world, br you are my fear br I think things would be better, br without you near br I'm losing myself br cowarding down to you br You're words they are permanent to me br just like a tattoo. br All these people that think they're so tough. br try, being reminded that you're never good enough. br you're killing me slowly, br I'm almost dead. br I imagine you smile as you drift off to bed. br this isn't right, this isn't fair br it's nothing, I don't expect you to care br I know whose right br I know whose wrong br but you'll figure it out, br once I'm finally gone.