If mastering boredom is a prerequisite to break br out of the circle of reincarnation I still have a long br way to go, trying my best to remain interested I br tried to correct my document for the experts who br drink, eat and breathe news and political texts br br But I give up in disgust because it makes me lose br my love of life; if the Buddhists are right and we br return to this world in another life until we succeed br in being happy and quiet when sensory deprived, br never allowing boredom to invade the space br br In our heads and turn our brains to mush, my dream br of moving on to another life-form in another universe br where consciousness does not need to manifest to br be and create; will be curtailed until I am happy with br breathing and repeating the same routines br br Though I hope it is only a series of chemical disruptions br that will disappear once I am free from the illusions and br inter-subjective distortions created by humanity’s weird br obsession to remake an already perfect spiritual worldbr br Margaret Alice Secondbr br