I myself don't know br when i placed you in my heart. br SINGLE moment spending without your thought br made me anxious br RIGHT from the day i know you br i was trying to find br WHY did i choose you? ? br why was i soo attracted to you at that single moment br YOu made me all your's br threads of feelings running over my heart br IN confusion IN happiness IN fear br in hope of a little encouragement to hear br BUT out of all br only one was with me that was you br IN the first phase of nostalgia br these were my awesome memories br BUT the second phase was aweful br always made me grief in vain br TILL the time we were together br no resentment hurdled between us br NOW we are apart i feel br is that really you? ? br THE man i loved? ? br seeming so strange, so undiscovered br what held between us i don't know br just in hope to recover br where my dearest is lost? ? ? ...