took my trust, br my heart, br and my innocents, br act like you took nothing, br you took alot more, br i hide from reality, br i don't feel safe, br i don't feel emotions, br when they become so much, br i learned to hide from them, br plus hate my body, br must i go on? br br the pain i feel is alot deeper, br but you didn't care, br you just didn't want to get caught, br it came close until i backed down, br i mad for that, br but you can't change the past, br just a shame that i remember bits and pieces, br no wonder why my childhood was blank, br you took most of it, br all i can remember is why i am ashamed of my body, br it now understandable.