never finding an escape br to this past so haunting br the pain felt so deep inside br cuts like shards of broken glass br trying to push its way out br your words always echoing br how they were so threatening br still living in so much fear br waking up terrified and trembling br from nightmares so vividly clear br your presence still closely lingers br its completely suffocating br memories of your sickening touch br still burns my skin and makes it crawl br aching to escape from it all br sharp razor blade to my skin br slices another cut so deep br for a moment i feel sweet release br too soon again shame overtakes br i know from this i will never escape br forever trapped, prisoner to my painbr br Silentpoet Grlbr br