I wish I could escape br Escape all of the pain br But this is my love br So I have to endure my pouring rain. br br Yet here I am br In my lowest low br Where no one will hold my hand br No one will comfort my sorrow. br br The one thing I love most br Is driving me insane br I can no longer bear to boast br I can no longer call it's name. br br There is no reason br To keeps on trying br Trying to do this every season br When my dreams keep on dying. br br Momma please, take me out br I can no longer do this br Tears have been gone from a drought br But are back from my lack of bliss. br br So maybe this year shall be my last br I can not take it anymore br My glory time has come and passed br I can not deal with my heart being crushed on the floor. br br I just thought br Help was on the wa br But wrong ideas were brought br My feelings-no longer gay.