I caught a glimpse of you— br While I was riding a train br I saw you walking down the street br and I asked myself what will br it take to have her... br do I need a special key to unlock br the place of her that is secret br even to her; so secret that the br very soul of her cannot fathom br where it is hid? And yet, I keep br trying even to the point that br I've started studying everything br I've tried. For you see, the hit br and miss method has afforded br me nothing; although, I realize br I should know better because br chance Has never been kind to me. br I've never been lucky at things br like this, not like some people br that get it all and have it all. br I don't care, my darling, if br you're committed to something br vowed or someone for I wish br only to share the bit of me that br you'll enjoy and nothing more br than I'll enjoy. So I've resorted br to field notes filled with symbols br and scientific notations, drawings br and pictures, shorthand indicating br your moods by way of your silence, br smiles and frowns, the glow and dim br of your gaze; but, I've only br managed to loose myself in the br beauty of your unpredictable br disposition for the waves emitting br your aura serve merely to titillate br and entice me, to frustrate and br twist me and again I'm left holding br nothing but the desperate yearn br swinging within me like a pendulum br tolling from the steeple of my br desire, the bell clanging endlessly br within the sealed hollow of me.... br br ©2011 j.a.o.a.