Why this happens to me, br I do not understand br Why this happens to me, br They don't give a damn br br Since the death of my sister, br A shadow hung over me br She followed in my heart, br But was never there beside me. br br Some don't know, br Some don't care, br Some don't show, br How they really feel. br br I always thought I could handle the pain, br But sometimes it was too much. br I would punch or bite myself, br Or wishing I was dead. br br I would never actually do it, br But sometimes it feels. br Like tying a rope around my throat, br Was the most simplist thing. br br My heart is in pain, br All day long, br For all of them I live, br A shadow-kissed life.