we knew each other for about a year br did every thing for each other br anyone could ever believe br br this chick br you knew for only two months br on and off br knowing we're having a rough spot br you told her how you feel br and that we are expecting br and she should have backed off br and let you sort things out br but instead br asked you to marry her on Christmas day br br I still wake up at night br reaching out to you, to hold you close br then I check my phone br to see if I have a missed text or call br like we used to do when we couldnt sleep br then reality sinks in br that you rather be with her br holding her close br then like every other night br I cry myself back to sleep br br I'm tired of waiting on the sideline br waiting and hoping br you see how she is br and that you will come running back br br this time br I will be on the sideline br waiting and hoping br that she does the same to you br like you did to me br and I will be there to laugh at you br and the huge mistake that you madebr br Sara Panicalibr br