I feel like there's nothing br left to lose br I feel like I'm losing br the ones I love br and mean the most br I've had thoughts of ending my life br and have tried before br when my 2 boys and you came into my life br I knew there was every reason br to try and keep holding on br when I feel down br and have the thoughts br I think of my 2 kids and you br and my thoughts just disappear br br I feel like there's nothing br left to lose br I feel like I'm losing br the ones I love br and mean the most br I've had thoughts of ending my life br and have tried before br but now since your not here no more br and feel like I'm losing my kids br I feel like there's nothing br left to lose br and don't see anymore reason br to try and keep holding on br when I feel down br and have the thoughts br I know I will think of my kids and you br and instead of my thoughts this time br I know I will disappearbr br Sara Panicalibr br