…It’s time to tell it to you straight br which is difficult with someone as crooked as you br But please bear with me instead of bearing down on br on me as you often do when you don’t get br your way br what do you care now that you've got someone else br to bare with you? br You were my muse but I'm no longer amused br so this one is going to be ugly and unorganized br and not the least bit pretty - here we go. br I used to love you but now I think you're br a used up out of fashion yellow jacket br who never built a home br because they were too busy mudslinging br See, you betray me to herd mentalities br when they’ve overheard sentimentality br So I feel like I’ve got to call you out br Because I doubt you’ve told anyone br you were still secretly calling me br You ask me where all the time went br But that’s only when you’re bothered to give me br The time of day…And… br … I know my infatuated delusions were a prime target for br you to steal affections with shadowbox thievery br see, I think enough time has trespassed against us br but you still love to bleed me into temptation br I overpaid for everything but you still want br me to give you credit you don’t deserve so br It’s time even the jabberwocky jack of hearts and br jacked up hearts of broken lovers br see what you are br so here I am all jittery and manic depressive br rambling br but oh so much preferred to panicked obsessive br gambling (ALL IN ALL IN ALL IN) br pouring gasoline on your fiery manipulations br and I don’t care if you’re put out br because the most inventive way I know to scatter your ashes is to br burn you alive first.