Today for everybody I am dead, br And need not noise; just want to sleep in grave. br I`m staying still in my unhappy bed, br I am a puppet and of fortune slave. br Today my soul is for you exist. br And tens of spirits are around me. br I know I have the truth in my mind missed, br Today I`m dead and my heart isn`t free. br Nobody calls, I switched off telephone… br I don`t spell all my poems in my mind, br I stay alone in cold and horror home, br My fears have before my face lined. br I`m dead today and see my friend have come, br They look at me and cannot understand, br By tears I write of life the greatest tome, br And smiling in a grave of darkness stand. br I wait for you, my Angel, please come up br And take my hand to get my soul out, br We`ll drink together of my feelings cup… br And be of love for everybody proud.