Written: 11th Grade br About: DaNaizsha Perez br br If you're the one to rescue me from my horrid life br Then why has my happiness been laid victim to your scythe br Why is love now a cyanide that has torn me apart br Its poisonous reaches now blackening my heart br Happiness was an emotion more sacred than all the rest br Now it's been defiled and has become ephemeral at best br For you're the beauty and I am the beast br And you'll never love me to say the least br I'll be a neophyte when it comes to someone loving me br Sitting here as despondent as can be br I'll always fatuously wait for that special girl br Trapped in a purgatory as the loneliest guy in the world br And on a quotidian basis do tears flow through my eyes br My love have been wounded and left there to die br The crying leads to sadness, the sadness back to tears br Starting a perpetual cycle eliciting my worst fears br Once the tourniquet keeping my love from bleeding out br You've become the abrazer of my heart without a doubt br Yet still I'll go on loving you br Prepossessed with everything that you do br With this last poem, the book is finally complete br After twenty five poems, the last one ends in defeatbr br Jonathan Sewellbr br