Smile and sigh, br Laugh and cry, br Let loose a single tear. br br Every day you try, br Yet in sorrow you lie, br And cast away the preventing fear. br br In your heart a constant hurt, br As your feet trail through the sodden dirt, br And track in a mess over the wooden floor. br br Sleepily you sit on your bed, br Tired of the pain, tired of the dread, br As these thoughts shake you to your core. br br A urge that wishes to be fed, br To let it slide, turn it red, br Let it run to the sodden wood floor... br I really just don't care anymore... br br The marks I bare upon me, br A constant and relivable memory, br A reminder I shall always posses. br br As I let these thoughts flow free, br I feel my self let loos the pain inside of me. br Letting out all the things I repress. br br This is how I always will be, br Until my body is weakened and cannot stand anymore, br And finally I am pulled down to the sodden, red stained, wood floor.