The path I choose needs time br Patience and determination br Difficult to take and painful to endure br Discouragement and hopelessness along the way br Accomplishments will not come easy br br Expressions of feelings through words br To relieve stress and to expel emotions br Of love, anger, despair, resentment br Confusion and regrets br These messages, you will never get.. br But will be read my many br br I don't know if the decision is right br Nor do I know where its leading to br All I know is my head is spinning hard br There are butterflies in my stomach br And insomnia becoming worse br The suffering has only just begun.. br br I don't seem to have a choice br Its time to stop and ponder br To reflect back on my life br And to save what is left br My face, my pride, my ego and my SELFbr br RR.