I don't know which to mourn. Both have died on me, my wife and br my car. I feel strongly about my car, but I am also affected by my, br wife. Without my car, I can't leave the house to keep myself from br being alone. My wife gave me two children, both of whom, of course, br no longer live with us, as was to be expected, as we in our youth left br our parents behind. With my car, I could visit my children, when they br are not too busy. br br Before she died, my wife urged me to find another woman. It's advice br I'd like to take up but not without a car. Without a car. I cannot find br myself another woman. That's the sum of it.