...for an optimist br im pretty pessimistic br im not the same br as i once was two years ago br these days im livin br theyre not like i dreamt it br and i cant figure out br where i go... br br I mourn the days br when i use to be happy br and now a days br i wear a mask for my smile br and how i feel br just shouldnt mix with what im thinkin br just as angels shouldnt fall br from those heavenly clouds... br br I have... br no voice br no freedom - gone br so everlasting br cold is burnin br getting harder to tame br sweet isolation's got me lost br and i cant find me...