I've tried to write this out. br To get it from my head. br It seems right now, br my soul is dead. br br Everything we been through. br All this time, I knew. br Infront of me- br all along I see. br br To lie, to hide. br Keeping it, I wonder why. br And I, I do. br Time keeps passing by. br br Hurtful, or crazy? br Discovering, so hazy. br Can't continue anymore. br Everything shattered that I adore. br br It's blown away, lost in the dark. br Under deep darkening, torn apart. br A hellish hole br that deprives the soul. br br I can't escape. br Despise, almost hate. br Locked away, so cold. br Almost fate. br br There it stays, can't go away. br Sucked in, sucked out. br A life a love everything. br Faded actuality, no dout. br br I've tried and tried. br It's all past aches, br Feeling nothing- br and the soul has died.