I`m lost among futile thoughts br And now afraid of myself, br Because I go through darkness plots br And see by me a fairy elf. br br He goes just singing awful song, br That tells about feeble soul, br The time of troubles has not gone, br But I should go to heart goal. br br I should just wait and learn this life br To write about stranger`s world, br I have my mind, I must it drive br To do all acts by breast are told. br br But I`m so ill without wounds, br I need somebody be my hand. br I shut my heart in hope rooms br And try my future understand. br br I need my soul find inside, br I need have friend for my life time, br And routine questions have decide, br And everything in poems rhyme.