The man that I'm supposed to be will never be what you see in me. I'm tired of feeling like a disappointment. I've tried time and time again to make you proud of me. But what else can I do? I'm sorry that I can't live up to your expectations. br br I am so tired of complaing of complaining about the same old shit. Why cant I find the answer? Why cant I just forget? That's why I dont get close to anyone.