Sometimes I wonder just how much could change in only two years br and how the hell it got to be this way br br do you ever think about the times we shared? br br looking back on all of those nights I took for granted br and all of the memories we could have shared br makes me realize that I only have myself to blame br and I'm sorry that I ever made you feel this way br br I just wish I could make you happy one last time br and I cant believe that I ever made you feel this way before br br some words can never be unspoken br some wounds were never meant to heal br all that is left of us is a broken family and a heart that will not heal br br I can no longer remember how it feels to hold you in my arms br the way it felt when I would tuck you in at night br and I would know that everything was okay br as long as your were here with me