these stories leave me numb br but if you are the one br at least i'll leave you br after all you've put me through br without an ounce of regret br i urge you to forget br a sensation of dull heat br the countless scars on my feet br br misfortune ruptures my intention br undermining my internal reflection br unclear if my perceived truth is real br or an unsubstantiated feeling br belief won't change my judgement br resigning myself to fate br compelled only to wait br the weight of contemplating my actions br reciting to myself a list of rights and wrongs br black and white against a moral scorecard br br who has wronged me and who has been wronged br where will i fall when the all knowing judgement rains down br among the good and the strong? br or the evil and the wrong? br i fear the latter br i need this br count with me br we'll find where i fall