In an emotional interview with Ellen DeGeneres, Ronda Rousey reveals she had suicidal thoughts after her brutal loss to Holly Holm. SUBSCRIBE to ABC .br The Ellen Show Interview: Ronda Rousey Contemplated Suicide After Holly Holm Loss ▻Subscribe DomisLive NEWS: Live Stream, .br In an emotional interview with Ellen DeGeneres, Ronda Rousey reveals she had suicidal thoughts after her brutal loss to Holly Holm. SUBSCRIBE to ABC .br The incredible athlete tells all in her first talk show appearance since her shocking upset match with Holly Holm.