Having spent nearly half his life pursuing politics, Murli Manohar Joshi now feels that he committed a sin by going to Parliament.br "It is my privilege that I was born in India and spending time in Prayag and Kashi. I am a student of science but I often think that I am trapped in politics. Sometimes I think that I must have committed some sin that I sit in Parliament," the BJP MP from Varanasi said at a function organised at Varanasi's Kanhaiyalal Smriti Bhawan on Tuesday night to felicitate Padm Bhushan Pandit Channulal. br The 80-year-old five-time MP has spent 37 years in politics but the recent developments surrounding his candidature from Varanasi seems to have rubbed him the wrong way.