Lil Nas X Opens up Aboutbr the Challenges of Fame.br Lil Nas X recently took to Twitter tobr talk about the difficulties of dealingbr with his emotions as a public figure. .br He admitted that althoughbr he experiences “sad times,”br he prefers to do so awaybr from his friends and family. .br I usually deal with my sad timesbr in private because i don’t like for mybr fans or family to feel sorry for me, Lil Nas X, via Twitter.br However, Lil Nas X admittedbr that sometimes it’s hard to staybr hidden, as solitude can causebr “small things” to grow. .br This year had a lot of very high upsbr and extremely low downs. When ubr get to that hotel room and it’s justbr you, you do a lot of thinking.br Small things become so BIG. , Lil Nas X, via Twitter.br The 20-year-old singer then went onbr to say that despite his outward happybr appearance, the “hate” he receives actuallybr does affect him on a subconscious level. .br I like to pretend hate and s--- don’tbr get to me, but subconsciously itbr eats away at me. Feeling like ubr have the world and knowing it canbr all go away at any time is scary, Lil Nas X, via Twitter.br Lil Nas X concluded his candid confessionbr on a positive note, sending love to his followersbr and telling them to “live in the moment.”.br With all this being said I wantbr anybody who cared enough tobr read this to just live in thebr moment.