un doux gout de mélancolie... br br When you were here before, br Couldn't look you in the eye br You're just like an angel, br Your skin makes me cry br br You float like a feather br In a beautiful world br I wish I was special br You're so fuckin' special br br But I'm a creep, br I'm a weirdo br What the hell am I doin' here? br I don't belong here br br I don't care if it hurts, br I wanna have control br I want a perfect body br I want a perfect soul br br I want you to notice br when I'm not around br You're so fuckin' special br I wish I was special br br But I'm a creep br I'm a weirdo br What the hell am I doin' here? br I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh br br She's running out again br She's running out br She runs runs runs runs... br runs... br br Whatever makes you happy br Whatever you want br You're so fuckin' special br I wish I was special br br But I'm a creep, br I'm a weirdo br What the hell am I doin' here? br I don't belong here br br I don't belong here...